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● Sunday, July 11

HELLO WORLDS.
wassup! lol.
today, went to SDC to book my brother's next driving lesson.
the lesson before his driving test!
ZOMG. i'm more excited than him!
the thought of him driving totally makes me jump!
cause i've seen him drive before.
i guarantee that his face is like, perplexed, stressed out.
or just one word to describe -FUNNY.
lol. i'm excited!

CHINESE BLUES~
anw, i've got something on my mind.
its about my chinese.
i know i'm mad saying all these crap.
i used to be good in chiense.
now it just seems alien to me.
i mean i have no problem conversing, reading.
but my command is still not good enough.
LOL. i cant write the standard i used to.
and my paper 2 marks really suck.
idk. seems like i'm subconciously letting go of my chinese.
ever since i got B3 for EOY last yr. LOL.
LOL. last week, during my nephew's full month celebration.
my aunt was conversing with my other newphew, p4.
she found out he's learning basic chinese.
and my newphew cant converse properly in chinese.
and she was like fuming.
she was like saying we are chinese, blah.
all the stuff.
i wasnt actually listening.
i was watching television as usual.
then i heard my aunt tell my newphew '' must be like your aunt k! she takes HMT ''
waa, when i heard that i immediately felt guilty.
i'm not even good in chinese anymore.
i know i did get the highest for HMT during sec2.
but my standard dropped a lot.
people should stop assuming i'm good in chinese.
it just builds up to my stress.
i used to think its ok if i'm average in english.
afterall my chinese still can get A1.
but now i'm like average in chinese and dangling in english.
i feel like i'm nowhere.
LOL. this sucks i swear.
i AM worried for my chinese.
not like what my teacher says '' some ppl dont look like the're worried''
LOL. i know i dont put in as much effort for my chinese anymore.
idk. people are catching up with me and i have already lagged behind.
plus, my brother keeps telling me that chinese is useless.
he keeps saying after poly, JC, no more chinese alr what.
plus, people rarely converse in chinese anymore.
LOL. i do agree, but i'm not worried bout my chinese results cause i truly think we are CHINESE ans we SHOULD speak chinese.
i just think it looks ugly on my O cert.
ok whatever. i should get some sleep,
before my brother watches soccer and screams until i cant sleep.
LOL. bye peeeps! :D

( on a brighter note, there's SS focus tmr! i can see my beloved MELROSEEEE! )

♥PatrickRockStar
8:12 AM