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● Saturday, July 10

Down Down Down.
hello everybody.
havent been blogging for quite a while.
cause of studies. LOL.
i cant believe i'm forsaking things because of studying.
but well thats the fact.
and the biggest reality is that i'm gonna have PRELIMS in lesson than 14 weeks.
and O's come next. I cant afford to screw things up.
i know i already dissaapointed my parents when i couldnt go for double science.
worst still, i didnt get A for my combine science last year.
idk. i just want to do my best so when i take my results next year there wont be any regrets.
feeling so stressed up and i swear this sucks.
been attending evening academy.
i think its good. at least i really get some work done.
LOL. i know i'm not working hard enough.
idk. i'll think of some way out.
the biggest regret in life is not the things you shlldnt have but did,
its the things you should have done but did not.
i dont want to regret next year.

On positive note, things are looking up for me.
revision has its own benifits.
makes me feel more confident.
LOL. what the crap am i talking.
whatever. last saturday, watched ECLIPSE with DEAR DEAR ERIN.
i love her ttm.
ECLIPSE was nice, JACOB was hot, blah.
BELLA continues to bitch around, falling for two guys,
she doesnt knows what she wants.
whatever. i suddenly have a thing for JASPER.
i think he's nice. LOL.
whatever. the conclusion was : TWILIGHT FANS WOULD LIKE ECLIPSE.
NON-FANS thinks its cheesy, disgusting, crazy, blah.
but i'll still love TWILIGHT despite my closest ppl telling me
TWILIGHT IS ALL ABOUT WRONG CONCEPTIONS OF LOVE.
lol. i know its true. as in, love isnt all about hugging and kissing in some purple flower meadow.
whatever. i'm digressing.

oh, did i mention that saturday was also my newphew's full month?
hoho. i'm an aunt. AGAIN. =.=
i'm alr an aunt of 3! and the maternal aunt of another 3.
wth right! ok nvm.
my nephew's name is JUSTIN!
omg. i dont really like JUSTIN BIEBER.
but whatever. feels good to have an english name.
i dont have one. pfffft.
whatever. i keep asking my dad to think of one for me.
but all he suggested was NANCY, LUCY, MARY.
i confirm he's doing it on purpose k!
whatever. tmr is a sunday!
but so what. i still have to study.
shit shit shit shit shit.
I SWEAR AFTER O's I'LL JUST GO CRAZY AND HAVE FUN TILL MIDNIGHT OR WHAT!

ok, i suddenly thought of it.
i want to say, I REALLY START TO REPEL CHINESE NOW.
i've always loved mother tongue but recently, its draining me.
idk why. ytd, my chinese teacher was like asking,
wont you feel worried or what when you get low results for your assignments?
i know she's aiming me. i know it.
but i was like faking busy keeping my stuff. LOL.
pfft. my standard is not like before alr.
i can tell. i dont really put much effort in my assignments.
like the ti gang, i only got C and Bs.
idk. i really had the urge to drop HMT last yr.
idk why i didnt but i feel the drain now.
pffft. since i'm at it, might as well go for it.
get a stupid A1 so i wont need to take it when i go JC.
if i go JC. lol.
whatever, this is a lengthy post so i shall end here.

LIFE SUCKS NOW BUT IT'LL SOON BE OVER. JIAYOU!! :DD

♥PatrickRockStar

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