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● Thursday, August 5

I'M LEAVING THIS BLOG.
FIND ME IF YOU WANT.
LOL.

You'll never find me.

♥PatrickRockStar

4:20 AM

● Sunday, July 11

HELLO WORLDS.
wassup! lol.
today, went to SDC to book my brother's next driving lesson.
the lesson before his driving test!
ZOMG. i'm more excited than him!
the thought of him driving totally makes me jump!
cause i've seen him drive before.
i guarantee that his face is like, perplexed, stressed out.
or just one word to describe -FUNNY.
lol. i'm excited!

CHINESE BLUES~
anw, i've got something on my mind.
its about my chinese.
i know i'm mad saying all these crap.
i used to be good in chiense.
now it just seems alien to me.
i mean i have no problem conversing, reading.
but my command is still not good enough.
LOL. i cant write the standard i used to.
and my paper 2 marks really suck.
idk. seems like i'm subconciously letting go of my chinese.
ever since i got B3 for EOY last yr. LOL.
LOL. last week, during my nephew's full month celebration.
my aunt was conversing with my other newphew, p4.
she found out he's learning basic chinese.
and my newphew cant converse properly in chinese.
and she was like fuming.
she was like saying we are chinese, blah.
all the stuff.
i wasnt actually listening.
i was watching television as usual.
then i heard my aunt tell my newphew '' must be like your aunt k! she takes HMT ''
waa, when i heard that i immediately felt guilty.
i'm not even good in chinese anymore.
i know i did get the highest for HMT during sec2.
but my standard dropped a lot.
people should stop assuming i'm good in chinese.
it just builds up to my stress.
i used to think its ok if i'm average in english.
afterall my chinese still can get A1.
but now i'm like average in chinese and dangling in english.
i feel like i'm nowhere.
LOL. this sucks i swear.
i AM worried for my chinese.
not like what my teacher says '' some ppl dont look like the're worried''
LOL. i know i dont put in as much effort for my chinese anymore.
idk. people are catching up with me and i have already lagged behind.
plus, my brother keeps telling me that chinese is useless.
he keeps saying after poly, JC, no more chinese alr what.
plus, people rarely converse in chinese anymore.
LOL. i do agree, but i'm not worried bout my chinese results cause i truly think we are CHINESE ans we SHOULD speak chinese.
i just think it looks ugly on my O cert.
ok whatever. i should get some sleep,
before my brother watches soccer and screams until i cant sleep.
LOL. bye peeeps! :D

( on a brighter note, there's SS focus tmr! i can see my beloved MELROSEEEE! )

♥PatrickRockStar

8:12 AM

● Saturday, July 10

Down Down Down.
hello everybody.
havent been blogging for quite a while.
cause of studies. LOL.
i cant believe i'm forsaking things because of studying.
but well thats the fact.
and the biggest reality is that i'm gonna have PRELIMS in lesson than 14 weeks.
and O's come next. I cant afford to screw things up.
i know i already dissaapointed my parents when i couldnt go for double science.
worst still, i didnt get A for my combine science last year.
idk. i just want to do my best so when i take my results next year there wont be any regrets.
feeling so stressed up and i swear this sucks.
been attending evening academy.
i think its good. at least i really get some work done.
LOL. i know i'm not working hard enough.
idk. i'll think of some way out.
the biggest regret in life is not the things you shlldnt have but did,
its the things you should have done but did not.
i dont want to regret next year.

On positive note, things are looking up for me.
revision has its own benifits.
makes me feel more confident.
LOL. what the crap am i talking.
whatever. last saturday, watched ECLIPSE with DEAR DEAR ERIN.
i love her ttm.
ECLIPSE was nice, JACOB was hot, blah.
BELLA continues to bitch around, falling for two guys,
she doesnt knows what she wants.
whatever. i suddenly have a thing for JASPER.
i think he's nice. LOL.
whatever. the conclusion was : TWILIGHT FANS WOULD LIKE ECLIPSE.
NON-FANS thinks its cheesy, disgusting, crazy, blah.
but i'll still love TWILIGHT despite my closest ppl telling me
TWILIGHT IS ALL ABOUT WRONG CONCEPTIONS OF LOVE.
lol. i know its true. as in, love isnt all about hugging and kissing in some purple flower meadow.
whatever. i'm digressing.

oh, did i mention that saturday was also my newphew's full month?
hoho. i'm an aunt. AGAIN. =.=
i'm alr an aunt of 3! and the maternal aunt of another 3.
wth right! ok nvm.
my nephew's name is JUSTIN!
omg. i dont really like JUSTIN BIEBER.
but whatever. feels good to have an english name.
i dont have one. pfffft.
whatever. i keep asking my dad to think of one for me.
but all he suggested was NANCY, LUCY, MARY.
i confirm he's doing it on purpose k!
whatever. tmr is a sunday!
but so what. i still have to study.
shit shit shit shit shit.
I SWEAR AFTER O's I'LL JUST GO CRAZY AND HAVE FUN TILL MIDNIGHT OR WHAT!

ok, i suddenly thought of it.
i want to say, I REALLY START TO REPEL CHINESE NOW.
i've always loved mother tongue but recently, its draining me.
idk why. ytd, my chinese teacher was like asking,
wont you feel worried or what when you get low results for your assignments?
i know she's aiming me. i know it.
but i was like faking busy keeping my stuff. LOL.
pfft. my standard is not like before alr.
i can tell. i dont really put much effort in my assignments.
like the ti gang, i only got C and Bs.
idk. i really had the urge to drop HMT last yr.
idk why i didnt but i feel the drain now.
pffft. since i'm at it, might as well go for it.
get a stupid A1 so i wont need to take it when i go JC.
if i go JC. lol.
whatever, this is a lengthy post so i shall end here.

LIFE SUCKS NOW BUT IT'LL SOON BE OVER. JIAYOU!! :DD

♥PatrickRockStar

7:50 AM

● Saturday, June 26

NVR ORDER DRINKS FROM 888 PLAZA COFFEE SHOP NEAR NTUC.
i hate the drink seller aunty.
short hair, wears jeans and the coffee shop shirt.
she has lousy service.
its not the first time alr.
everytime my family goes to that coffee shop to have dinner,
the aunty will come and ask whther we want to order drinks.
thats normal. its her job.
but she kept asking. and i guarantee its the same aunty.
my dad gets a bit agitated lah.
i mean who wouldnt? when the same person who knows you dunwant to order keeps coming and ask.
so my father sort of told her off.
i think she's angry. she kept asking again on purpose.
i'm sure she did it on purpose.
cause she asks and then giggles it off with her friend.
its been a few times alr.
so whose fault do you think it is?
maybe my father has some fault to begin with,
but is she doing the right thing by playing pranks on purpose?
isnt these tricks a bit childish?
she's not young alr eh.
i pity her. i guess she doesnt have parents to teach her the right thing.
that's why she's doing these stuff despite her age.
i think she's minimum 40 something lo.
i hate her. nowadays i dont go to that coffee shop anymore.
sick of the aunty. she does that everytime.
so we decided the best thing we can do is to ignore her.
she keeps coming to ask if we want to order drinks.
so we just continue chatting and eating.
LOL. and sometimes she acts a frightened look, gasp and covers her mouth.
omg. i cant believe she can think of such childish plays.
even i cannot think of it lah.
pissed. she's such a BITCH.
lol. whatever. i decided never to go that coffee shop again.
unless i'm taking away food and need not see her rotten face.
TSK! i hate her. if anybody reading this happens to go, ignore the aunty.
i think she has some mental problems.
but she so poor thing. no good parents, no good character, no good brain.
i decided to be kind and forgive these kind of villian.
LOL! ok whatever. gtg. bye peeps! :D

♥PatrickRockStar

6:43 AM

● Monday, June 21

H-E-L-L-O~
lol. its been quite long since i updated. LOLS.
last week of the holidays.
luckily, this holiday was quite well spent.
LOL. studied from morning to afternoon, the till evening.
different subjects each day.
after that, watched tv and used com.
i'm glad to say that my sec3 work for sciences and poa are revised.
sounds little right.
but given my character its an achievement.
haahs. some highlights of this holiday:
1. AHAH FAM OUTING!
2. JUNITA'S CHALET!
lol. sad that it rained during AHAH FAM OUTING.
but its okay. caught NANNY MCPHEE AND THE BIG BANG.
quite nice eh.
if anybody watched it as well, can you tell me whether the AGGY at the end,
was the AGGY baby in the first movie? haahs. :D
anw, the person acting it was PROFESSOR MCGONAGALL from HARRY POTTER.
i totallt wanted to shout out loud when she came out.
LOL. anw, pics will be posted at FACEBOOK by XINKAI DAGAY! :D
haahs. :D secondly, JUNITA'S CHALET.
i think its fun. :D
oh, i went with ANTHONY and JIAJUN. weird right.
yup. lol. anw, reached, had fun.
playing cards, blah.
met JUNITA'S brother for the first time eh.
he's so quiet. and i think he feels bored.
but he's really a good brother leh.
he totally lets JUNITA have her way eh.
if only my brother was like that lo.
BUT HE'S NOT!
ok, i decide to be satisfied.
cause i saw my friend's brother ignoring her lo.
lucky my brother still talks to me bout the most random stuff on earth.
LOL. anw, i really enjoyed JUNITA'S CHALET eh.
had JIAQI as companion most of the time. haahs. :D
i can sense that she's down down down.
cause her guinea pig was sick i think.
GET WELL SOON! :D
anw, school reopening soon.
completed my homework. :DDDDDDDDD
anw, recently watching 泡沫之夏.
i swear its a super nice show different from the previous taiwan shows.
serious. I LOVE 洛熙/黄晓明！
HE'S SUPER HANDSOME CAN!
but i realised in the end he did not get to be with 夏末。
i swear my heart sank until it reached bikini bottom.
cause i totally love them together.
idk lah. i think i'll cry at the end of the show.
cause i already feel sad for him lorh.
i reallly really really love him!!
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
they should be together!
wth. Pfffffft.
anw, i fell sick. LOL.
should have waited a few more days right!
skipped swimming lessons today.
only 7 people turned up!
OMG. haahs. ok, i gtg alr.
bye peeeeeeeeps! :D

♥PatrickRockStar

8:20 AM

● Tuesday, June 8

MY BROTHER IS JEALOUS!
lol. i was starting this convo by saying something bout overseas trip.
like Riverside, we have trips to KOREA, JAPAN, TAIWAN, CHINA,
now NEW ZEALAND.
i was telling my brother how heavily subsidised we were.
and telling him bout the SHANGHAI trip my friend went.
from EVERGREEN.
i was telling him bout the SHANGHAI EXPO, blah.
all the different places they went.
and my brother kept saying
how come he graduate alr then have this kind of good lobang.
lol. we ended the how convo with my brother saying,
FUCK R*******E! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANJIF LIL BRO!
yay. SHANJIF's birthday!
lol. he's a friend i met from KEP.
woots! hope that his dreams come true ah!
and excel in whatever he does.
heh. very traditional birthday messages.
haahs.
ok. the end.

I SWEAR THAT OVERSEAS IMMERSION TRIP IS WHERE YOU MEET WONDERFUL FRIENDS FROM YOUR SCHOOL YOU NEVER KNEW BEFORE!

♥PatrickRockStar

6:33 AM

● Tuesday, June 1

Amath drains my energy.
yo everybody.
today is what i call the AMATH day.
i've been practising amath the whole day!
ok, nt exactly, just from 1 to 5.
LOL. cause 5 need watch tv.
anw, AMATH MAKES ME CRAZY.
AMATH DRINKS MY BLOOD AND EATS MY SKIN.
AMATH MAKES ME TIRED.
AMATH MAKES ME PATHETIC.
whatever. Amath sucks but i have to psycho myself.
that I LOVE AMATH.
I LOVE AMATH WITH ALL MY HEART.
*vomit*
ok bye peeps. :D

♥PatrickRockStar

7:02 AM

● Monday, May 31

CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS!
today is a weird day.
woke up, it was alr 1 plus.
LOL. my friends are taking the O LVL chinese paper while i sleeping.
haahs. ;D
wait, the strange part is, i met LOTS AND LOTS of riversidians today.
*shudders*
3 plus, went swimming.
while waiting at the bustop, saw a sec3 guy.
LOL. then on the bus, saw 2 sec3 girls wearing home clothes.
then while walking to swimming complex, saw 3 sec4 guys.
entered swimming pool, saw a sec3 girl.
then finished swimming lessons, about to go home, saw a sec3 guy.
after that, walked to causeway. saw a graduated riversidian.
then while waiting at the traffic light, saw a sec4 guy on bus 913E.
while walking, saw LIM XIANG QI!
lol. i was like behind her leh.
she didnt realise lah.
i walkin beside her from the pathway till inside causeway till reach EBUZZ.
i was behind her all the while.
and she was with a small boy carrying red bag. LOL.
anw, went to take 900.
and reached home, eat and watched tv till now.
LOL. I SAW 11 RIVERSIDIANS TODAY.
lol. wont mention name lah.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
anw, i promised myself that i will study this holiday.
well, today is the first day of the hols and i have not started anything.
i feel so dishonourable.
haish.. i lack motivation and self control!
dang. ok. bye ppl. ;D

♥PatrickRockStar

6:24 AM